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30 July 2014 @ 11:07 am
Just felt like writing in here. Yesterday, I felt like I was having a complete mental breakdown. I hate the feeling of defeat - so I tried to turn my mental state around by doing different things - even tried to do some yard work, but after a short while I just stopped - felt like I had no motivation to continue. Bought a cake -ate a few pieces, blah, blah, blah.....felt so lonely, yet didn't want to be around anyone at the same time. And then of course, I got the period from hell....
 
 
01 September 2012 @ 10:06 pm

So I have a question...

My jeans are lose around my hips, yet my hip bones seem to rub against my jeans, leaving marks on my hip bones. I know it isn't cause they are tight, cause I can pull them away no problem.

Does or has anyone had this problem?? I'm feeling really confused here

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24 May 2012 @ 12:05 pm
Been a couple days since my last post. 

Does anyone after working out just feel incredibly sore all over, like it hurts to stand on your feet?
Lately, when I am done at the gym, I just feel totally exhausted and sore all over. Like standing is a task!

I usually workout for almost 2 hours at the gym. So I don't know if that could be why?

I have to go back to the Doctors again to get my blood redone, as some new tech at the lab I guess accidently cancelled my order. My doctor thought it was weird and apologized for it. I really hate getting my blood drawn, but she wants to know how everything is going, since she expressed concern when I saw her. 

I've tried taken Vitamins the past 3 days, after being told I have Anemia, which scared me. 

How's everyone else doing?
 
 
16 March 2012 @ 12:12 am
Does anyone take Vitamins?
 
 
29 October 2011 @ 07:50 pm
Okay, so I got a question...


I am wondering if this has happened to anyone else.


So I am Underweight.

I had my period, that usually last 3 days, the 1st week of this month.
I have had spotting today. Anyone else ever had this?
Any ideas on what it could mean?

I've lost some weight this past week, which i know is not good. Due to stress.



 
 
 
16 June 2011 @ 02:01 pm
Once again it's been long gaps between my posts as well as when i have been on here. For all that i talked to on here i truly deeply apologize. Life was throwing me some pretty harsh curve balls so to say and i gotta admit i wasn't being the strongest nor wisest while dealing with them. 

Things are doing much better now, as far as for generalized terms. My weight/eating issues, whatever to call them....are unfortunately still there and still causing me issues. I have been so stubborn about really facing my issues and getting the help i need and or should.

It's a huge concern to my loved ones and friends, that i fail and do not see the reality of all this, the way i look, what i am doing, etc. I know i have posted many entries as well as replies on this issue. As i am sure if you look through my journal you can get an idea of how i feel/and or view this issue. Needless to say, i do need help, and i am and have been fine with admitting that, i just can't seem to get my ass to get it . lol

I haven't posted pictures in a long time, nor wrote on my journal or to anyone on here. For that i truly and deeply again apologize. I will post pictures in my next entry.

I would love to hear from all of you...if you are all still on here, or even remember me, lol
 
 
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07 April 2011 @ 12:31 pm
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13 March 2011 @ 01:12 pm

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09 February 2011 @ 11:00 am
Hey

It's been a very very long time since i have posted. My post today will just be short, as tomorrow i will post another. I am still struggling with my weight/eating disorder, whatever this lovely thing is to be called. It seems that it has only gotten worse. I see myself, as about hmmm lets see 5 times the size that i really am. I will post a couple pictures and would love some honest feed back. The leggings i am wearing, are meant for kids 8-9 years old and are baggy.
http://postimage.org/image/2fmehbetg/
http://postimage.org/image/2fnosd4n8/